happy birthday nigger

it's 19th June again you know what that means don't you o-o that's another revolution on this big space rock around another space rock with you on it:3 congratulations on being 19 :3 you're turning 19 on the 19th that's so silly. Congratulations on being alive for 288 months i.e 6939 days i.e. 166,536 hours i.e. 9,992,160 minutes i.e. 599,529,600 seconds i.e 599,529,600,000,000 Microseconds (µs) i.e. 599,529,600,000,000,000,000 Picoseconds (ps) x_x .Thank you for blessing everyone with your presence we're very honoured :3 Be proud of your small wins. I know you're doing your best and trying your hardest. I'm here to tell you that you're doing better than you think you are. Keep going, I'm proud of you. You've got this. From "good morning" to "good night" and random 'i miss you' or 'i love you's and sleep calls.it's the small things that makes everything feel better. I really cherish and appreciate the time we've spent together. I just want to thank you for being a part of my life and for making me happy:) I'm like bad with words (proceeds to write essays for you) but yeah Happy birthday maikel i wish you have an amazing day filled with love and joy. I hope this day brings you a lot of love and an even better and prosper life ahead for the years to come. Keep spreading smiles around people you love and adore you're aura farming so hard on skibidi my nonchalant and mysterious prince <3 your aura is authentic to you so continue being yourself and have an amazing day and an even better year ahead I love you so much mwah

1. you're the best person to ever exist live by this 🤍
2. be kind to yourself this is your first time living too.. you did the best you could with the information you had and that's enough don't blame your past self it was doing it's best to survive too
3. it's okay if all you did was breathe today somedays if all you do is breathe that's enough surviving takes courage as well you're doing a good job
4. stop skipping meals food is important
5. you have to look out for yourself it's a really cruel world and nobody really cares about you other than the 2 friends you're close to and your family so cherish them a lot
6. people outgrow people and that's just the way things go don't stress losing people too much you'll find new people
7. invest in yourself you're your biggest asset
8. don't run from yourself you'll find yourself right where you left off
9. you'll probably fail a lot but don't fret it's okay to fail it just means you have found another way that doesn't work out for you pick yourself up again and try again you're a smart and a really strong boy I have faith in you.
10. comparison is the thief of joy. You're not falling behind your life is just on a different timeline from the people you are comparing yourself too
11. it's never too late do whatever you wish to do when that silly voice tells you to do it
12. sleep on time because it affects your cortisol levels and might cause problems to your daily routines
13. don't let anyone else tell you who you should be. Stand tall and proud in everything you to.
14. be proud of yourself and reward yourself for the little things you do it can be just patting your own back or saying goodjob maikel but yes praise yourself for the things you do you deserve it
15. don't change for nobody change for yourself
16. focus on improving yourself not proving yourself
17. you can do anything you put your mind to
18. bad decisions don't make you a bad person your past does not define you
19. your peace is more important than someone else's happiness
20. don't judge a person who's life you haven't lived we're all struggling with things we don't talk about so be kind to everyone you come across
21. you're one of a kind stay that way
22. everyrhing falls apart before it falls into place but everything will be okay eventually even on days it isn't and the world seems to be falling apart
23. water your own garden the grass is not greener on the other side it's green where u water it invest in yourself learn skills do whatever you wish to
24. Push yourself. Take risks. Do things you love. Try new things. Take an L. Bounce back. Learn & go again. Just keep going litl one <3
25. I'm proud of you for still keeping your head held high despite what you've gone through, most people would've stayed looking down you're very strong .
26. I know you're not religious but god got you <3
27. I might not stay in your life forever but my love will so don't forget that you're loved
28. you're not just a junkie there's so much more than what meets the surface so don't let what people say define you they haven't been you they don't know you the only person who can tell you who you are is you so make sure you write your own story
29. remember to love yourself because that's the person you will be spending the rest of your life with.
30. it's easier said than done but don't hate yourself stop literally just stop the entire world will do it for you at some point of life so be that one friend who's kind to you please be kind to yourself you deserve love and all things nice
31. don't tell people everything people can't ruin things they don't know about
32. be selfish
33. do not wear your heart on your sleeve and stand up for yourself and protect yourself literally even with me stand up for yourself and protect yourself be selfish I can't stress on this enough be selfish and put yourself first the world is very cruel and it will walk all over you if you don't you're very sweet keep yourself safe protect your energy you're very precious okay
34. say no when you want to
35. life is short love and be loved do whatever you wish to do and be whoever you wish to be
36. your time energy and body are your biggest assets in this world
37. learn to say no
38. choose your friends wisely you become the people you hand around
39. respect yourself and others
40. offer kindness to everyone
41. wake up early
42. dress well when you go out
43. practice gratitude
44. show love to the people you care about you never know when is your last moment with them :D
45. believe in yourself you can do it
46. you're the best [my mom lives by this and reminds me that I'm the best person alive everytime I seem to be forgetting about it so eh yeah =)]
47. don't quit
48. do not run away when life gets hard
49. sometimes u just need to tell someone to kill themselves and then move on
50. other times you just need to tell yourself to kill yourself and move on
51. it's okay to be cringe and corny
52. you're not damaged you're young and you're learning to live
53. be nice to your family they're all you got
54. develop yourself you should journal and write
55. speak with integrity and treat women right
56. learn to forgive the people who hurt you but don't give in twice
57. money might not buy happiness but it buys comfort and convenience which is essential to living peacefullys so get a job that plays u well or start your own thing do whatever and start saving for your future and investing early so you don't have to tire yourself out and work till you're 50
58. you're doing great I'm glad you're alive I'm grateful that you exist ^-^
don't call me not when you're happy and enjoying your life but reach out to me when you're having a hard time and you feel like the world is falling apart and nothing is making sense to you i'll be here for you :D i struggle with consoling people but if u want company to share your sadness with someone i'm here i can listen :D you're kinder and smarter and more compassionate than me so you probably know everything I just told you but when I turned 18 my mom made me a list of lessons to live by and I guess this is me making you one =)